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Just I need to write it here, in case someone wonders.
I'll be on indefinite hiatus.
The pass-away of my aunt has broken me more than I expected, for someone I talked to somewhat like two times in all my life.
The phase seems just to get worst and worst and I'm not feeling like drawing for people right now, not even for me.
I don't want to push me to the limit this time, the thing is serious and until this feeling won't pass, I won't be much active.
Will still check DA or upload photos, Idk, clouds make me happy or at least less suicidal.
Again, I'm sorry to be such a bother, even for people who actually paid.
Will get back to work as soon as I'll feel better, sorry.
Don't send me RP notes, will get ignored for a bit, or if you prefer, send but don't expect a reply anytime soon.
I'm sorry about everything.
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I'm not feeling a lot better, but something happened to cheer me up slightly.
I feel loved, you all are giving me a lot of support guys, I'm crying cause in these moments I just can see all black and thought no one would have cared about how do I feel.
Thank you so much, you all are special and you got a special place in my heart.
I would love you to check this person too, who made me feel the most important place in the world with the gift she did, Calavera-Garbancera
Thank you hun, I can't really tell how many feels are running through my mind right now, but stealing your own time to make me something is...too kind to expect from someone, really, not that I'm saying anything about but that really touched my heart, together with support received like I was REALLY that important.
I'm crying, really, but for once it's not due to my loss or a phase.
You all gave a new reason to tears, thank you all, I love you guys.
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So I think to be slightly back but still won't see much art.
I'm in artblock lately, stress has been something too much to handle, probably more than usual.
But yus, I'm still alive and will rise again from ashes like the Arabian phoenix
I'm very thanksful for whoever sticked with me, cheering me up and stuff, cause you guys really made the difference and your kind words really touched my art.
I've been aimed from another stupid idiot who pretends me to feel bad, but I think it's always the same.
I know who you are and I know you're in my watchers list, so why not digging the battle axe and start doing your own life?
Is that hard?
You can't hurt me with this shit, try harder maggot, maybe I'll get hurt if you start being mature.
Aside that, I'm thinking to open a contest soon, if someone is interested, will put 1000 or 2000
as first prize, since I started working again.
No I don't have them right now, my points amount is pretty low still, but will charge them for the contest.
See you around <3